Mijoku

I slide the knife across my neck. It is a beautiful piece of jewelry I wear. It trickles and tickles as stickiness coats me like a wool knit sweater. I am content. I am calm. I am brave now. My breaths are even as the wooden tile floor becomes my pillow. I may rest now. I may sleep. Forever to be undisturbed. I am home now. I am not alone. I follow the beautiful guider into oblivion - into eternity. I trust my leader. I am whole now. I am blinded by the beauty before me. There is no fear here, there is no pain here, there is no sadness here. It is pure here. It is good here. It is happiness. I am now able to live eternity in happiness.

The other day, I made a wish And that wish came true. Whoever went and granted it Listened and sent me you. At first I didn't understand And Worried if you'd like me too. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. And ask you if you do. Some people say that I have luck. And that it's on my side. I feel that you will wash away All the times I've cried. I feel that you will recover many things From the very start. Like wash away all my pain And heal the scars on my heart. Once again, Like I have said, I'll simply have to wait. I'll never really know the truth Until we start to date.

All my hopes and All my dreams Fade away, away. All my happy memories Fade away, away. All my friends and family Fade away, away. My old personality Fades away, away. The face I saw everyday Fades away, away. I realize now, to keep these things, There always was a way, a way.